PLU

Hey~ Im too lazy to do some intro kindda shit thinngy. So yeah. Imma just start.

Spent my evening with Naj yesterday. Been so long since I've met her. It was such a random thing. Met her at the airport talked awhile bout school and Os. Then we headed to Ehub to bowl. Which I won surprisingly. She's like my lucky charm! Seriously! When she went away i go longkang. When she sits there i get Strike and Spares. Haha cool shit. Had our late dinner after that. Talked bout our love life and stuffs like usual. Then we head home :) 

Talking bout love life. I really just wanna move on. I don't wanna go through all this shit. I don't wanna go through this feeling. It just sucks. I want to be happy. I shouldn't feel like this. It's just sad, depressing and pointless. 

I mean like you can't do much really. You can't change anything. You can't force people into loving you. It's unfair. And plus. Why would you want to be with someone who doesn't feel the same way about you? It's like so stupid. So what if you guys get together? Yeah you'll be happy but your partner? As a lover obviously you want your partner to be happy right? And you have to let them go just so they'll be happy. So whats the point then? 

I always advice people. But i dont even take in my own advice. How stupid. Yeah so imma take it in. And I shall not fall for anyone for now. Be it a girl or a guy. I dont wanna fall for anyone. Hahaha who am I kidding. You can't control your heart. 

So lets just see what happens. 

RiNNy3Honey