Thursday, January 26, 2012

I just want to break down and cry.


Can i?Can i just do that? Please. Cause I'm so fucking tired of all this. I'm tired of being strong. I just wanna break down and cry. I'm sick and tired of always going out with a fake smile and laugh just so people won't ask me whats wrong.

Sometimes i wonder if any Zombies came to eat my brains out while I'm sleeping. How could I be this stupid? I feel like cutting my skull out just to check if my brain is still in there. That would be stupid cause I'll probably die after that. YOU SEE! WTF DID MY BRAINS GO?

I feel like Jack Sparrow in Pirates Of The Caribbean At Worlds End.. The part that he goes."Nobody moves! I've dropped my brain!" I love Johnny Depp! hehe If only he could be my husband I'll be so happy :3 haha Dream on. Ok back to the story. Yeah so did i dropped my brain somewhere or something? If found please return it to me. I could use it right now.

I want to blog about everything that happened but like nehh i wont get into details. Just wanna say thank you for making me your rebound. Bet you don't even know what that means. But who cares.

Complicated? No its not. You just think its complicated. I helped you so fucking much and this is what i get in return? Terima kasih banyak banyak. I hope someday you'll be a rebound and you'll know how it feels like.


Whatever lah ok? Just take care. Don't drink. Don't smoke. Don't get angry. Don't hurt yourself. Go for your check up a.s.a.p. Get well soon.

RiNNy

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