Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Stay Strong My Dearest PLU :)


Hey how y'all doing?Hope y'all are doing fine. Cause I'm certainly am not. Why? Cause people made fun of my best friend just because he's gay. I'm bi why don't you make fun of me? Cause I'm still considered as 'acceptable'? Cause i can go back to being straight any time that i want? Why don't you people make fun of lesbians then? Cause you people think they're hot.

Whats the difference? We're all the same. We're all human. We've got skeletons too in our body. What makes us so different that you HAVE to pick on gays? We don't tell you who you should and who you shouldn't love. So why cant we do the same? Why don't you just give us OUR freedom to love?

You pick on gays just because they are different? News flash, EVERYONE IS DIFFERENT. FYI most gay couples who raise kids are better at doing their job than some straight couples ok. They have a better sense of humanity then some people out there.

Look if you wanna insult people,use their character or personality NOT their sexuality. Its not something that we can actually choose to be. We're born like that. They even did a scientific research about it. We didn't choose to be straight or gay we are just born like this.

You know thanks to you homophobes out there,us PLUs are killing ourselves? Getting teased and bullied just because they're gay. Some of them are as young as 13 years old when they committed suicide. You didn't know that did you? And recently another PLU committed suicide.

And Adib don't listen to them ok. I might not know how hard it is to get teased and bullied your whole life because of your sexuality but i do know that you're strong. You've been through this your whole life,and i know you can get through this. Don't let those assholes get into your head. You know you're a fighter. You don't just sit down and let them do shit to you. I'm sorry that I'm not always there for you when they tease you in school. I'll try my very best to be by your side when you go through all this. I'm not going to let you go through this alone again. You've made a difference in all of our lives. Especially mine.You're always there for me without fail and you're always the one who's always telling me not to be afraid about my sexuality. And now its my turn to be there for you. You're gay. Be proud of it. This is your life. Live how you want it to be. Don't end it just because of fuckers like them. You still have your friends who loves you to bits. So cheer up ok? I love you baby,stay strong :)

RiNNy3Honey

Friday, January 27, 2012

New day new books :)


Yoha everybodeh! :D Today was kindda alright? Hehe.. Finally i got to meet Dayana after like so freaking long~ Hahah rindu lah! :B And she get to go back to EV! Congrats! And she still gotta take art! So imma help her out with that :B HEHE.I know i know im such a good friend. Cheyy diam sudah:P

After that i went to the library to go get me some new books! Yes i love to read. Im a nerd :B Haha. Borrowed 2 new books. 'How To Be A Boy' and 'Beautiful' I really like Beautiful! I wanna start reading it now! But but but i still haven't finished Rockoholic yet :( Boo.

Went to fetch Adib from work after that.. andddd we bought ChocoCone Ice cream! :B And we walked back home all the way from TM to Tmart. Heh. Ouh! And we made a pit stop too at 201 to buy bbt :D

Thursday
Hmmmm..Went Karaoke yesterday! With Aji, Naj and NunuDottz. It was such a last minute thing! Haha cause Aji been wanting to go Karaoke since like god knows how long ago and ytr was the day! And he very semangat i tell you! SEMANGAT KEBABIANZ! :B Oink oink! HAHAHAH We sang for like 4h!!! Hahah after 2h alr we panchet cause we sang Adele for the first hour. Hahah My voice nearly died also!

Wednesday
WENT TO USS!! :B Went with family and Lulu.And we got to take the Transformers ride!! It was awesomeee~ but the waiting time was just soo ridiculous -.- 80mins sia. AKA 1HOUR AND 20MINUTES. CAN DIE I TELL YOU. But it was fun. Bought a WoodyWoodPecker Pen while i was there cause i just find it super cute! Heh. Bought a necklace too at the Egypt place. Its so pweetyyyy heheh.

RiNNy3Honey

Thursday, January 26, 2012

I just want to break down and cry.


Can i?Can i just do that? Please. Cause I'm so fucking tired of all this. I'm tired of being strong. I just wanna break down and cry. I'm sick and tired of always going out with a fake smile and laugh just so people won't ask me whats wrong.

Sometimes i wonder if any Zombies came to eat my brains out while I'm sleeping. How could I be this stupid? I feel like cutting my skull out just to check if my brain is still in there. That would be stupid cause I'll probably die after that. YOU SEE! WTF DID MY BRAINS GO?

I feel like Jack Sparrow in Pirates Of The Caribbean At Worlds End.. The part that he goes."Nobody moves! I've dropped my brain!" I love Johnny Depp! hehe If only he could be my husband I'll be so happy :3 haha Dream on. Ok back to the story. Yeah so did i dropped my brain somewhere or something? If found please return it to me. I could use it right now.

I want to blog about everything that happened but like nehh i wont get into details. Just wanna say thank you for making me your rebound. Bet you don't even know what that means. But who cares.

Complicated? No its not. You just think its complicated. I helped you so fucking much and this is what i get in return? Terima kasih banyak banyak. I hope someday you'll be a rebound and you'll know how it feels like.


Whatever lah ok? Just take care. Don't drink. Don't smoke. Don't get angry. Don't hurt yourself. Go for your check up a.s.a.p. Get well soon.

RiNNy

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

New Year!

WOW! Its new year alr? Damnnn that was fast! 2012..hmm so many upcoming concerts!! Aj Rafael is coming to Singapore on the 16th of January!

So recently my sister got engaged on Christmas. Had a family gathering at LM for countdown. And! They're gonna sell LM away! BOO :( Its like WHYYYY!!! We all grew up there!! We have all of our gatherings there! Its home! Butt ouh wells..

Its 2012 now and sch just started for the little ones. Heard so much bout East View! No more level camps. THAT SUCKS MAN. Level camps were the BEST. Haha to me ah.. cause i just love CAMPS! :3 Heard that during recess they need to sit according to class.. Then wanna eat finger foods all must use plate cause they dont want students to bring food up to class-.- And much more ahh..

The rules all becoming shit sia.What the hell is happening to East View also i donno.Haha luckily we all graduate alr. :B Woo~ Next week results! :O HAHAH I think i will laugh when i get my results. Lol dont ask me why i also donno.But lets just wait and see! :D

Anyways recently im damn disgusted by Jameela Sanchez seriously man! Your PDA is so not needed!! So? Become lesbian alr right? Jgn nak step big fuck please. Want to show off ah got girlfriend then wanna start hanging out with butch all.. Wahhh dah maju lah diaaaaa~ HAHAHAHA! GIRL PUH-LEASE!! MEMALUKAN MASYARAKAT LGBT JER!!

Well if you dont agree then ouh wells~ Im just stating MY facts :3 PEACE ^^,

RiNNy